Random............!

Vast nothingness all around
slowly, slightly, disappearing...
is it vanishing away
or accumulating inside me

With passing time
I see things all around
but deep inside me
nothingness is sound

every second
every moment
I see change
but not within me

Too late

You can't change your fate
it's a bit too late
gone is gone now
you have lost everything, you're great!!

All the time that you wasted
time to pay price for that
what can you do now
time's gone mate!!

you should have thought
when you invested time in chat
if only you could have used constructively
but no, you're great!!

opportunities were there
open were some gates
you had your chances
but you were interested in useless games and chats!!

you knew you had to put fight
you're the one who took it lightly
you should've burnt days and nights

सहमा सहमा, डरा डरा

सहमा सहमा, डरा डरा
कंपकंपाते हुए
डगमग डगमग कदम बड़े
किसी अंजान मंजिल की और

हर राह दिखी खुबसूरत
हर दिशा मन् दौड़ चला
पहले कदम की थी ना हिम्मत
गधा, वही की वही रह गया

सोचा आएगा कोई मसीहा
सही दिशा, सही राह,
हिम्मत और चलने का साह
देखते हुए सपने, राह तकता रहा

देखके दुसरो की चाह
बस जलता रहा
पहला कदम रखने से पहले
राह से डरता रहा

सहमा सहमा डरा डरा
रोते हुए अपनी किस्मत पे
जिंदगी से मोहब्बत कर ना सका
जीते जीते ही जिन्दा लाश बन गया
-
किर्तन

हमेशा की तरह विषय से परे चल पड़ा :P

Struggle

A drop of water
falling from open sky,
Are Gods crying

Hot stream can vaporize it,
    in midway, it may die
yet she is flying

facing strong winds
     constant deviation to its path
yet she is finding her way

heat took her away
      lost identity to clouds
yet she is fighting back

hurdles will always be there
       but the choice is yours
find your way or turn your back
   
 -
Kirtan

Morning

A kiss of awakening sunlight
A hiss about going to work
day will be beautiful, mind insists
sleepy feeling, persists

A face yawning, lazying
A case in support of sleeping
get up, let's begin the chase
otherwise give up rat race

A doze (sleep), waiting at work
A dose (work), waiting at desk
browser tempting to browse
oh crap.. just leave the house

I again lost control on thought process and ended up writing this three stanza. Well, as far as second last line is concerned, I am talking about temptation to browse the internet before leaving for office.

Chronicles of an unstable mind

In the morning,
Life is great.

Late afternoon,
Routine sucks.

Early Evening,
no work please.

Late Evening,
Where is she?

Early Night,
Life is not that bad.

Late Night,
Life Sucks.

Next Day, Next Story!!

In the morning,
Laziness rocks.

Late Afternoon,
Sleepy head.

Early Evening,
Time for play.

Late Evening,
Dinner is great.

Early Night,
What a movie.

Late Night,
lets go to sleep.

Next Day, Next Story!!

In the morning,
I need a car.

Late Afternoon,
no work please.

Early Evening,
I want a date.

Late Evening,
Live me alone.

Early Night,
I am confused.

Late Night,
I dun know nothing.




I myself do not know what exactly I was thinking while penning down these lines. In the beginning I thought of putting some chronological chronicles of a truly unstable mind but than I let my unstable mind take over my earlier thought process :)

Blind Rhyme

A desire,
igniting a fire,
except everything else
only she is there to admire

She is gorgeous,
she is awesome,
she is best,
She is angel.
Nothing else matters,

Am I blind,
is she my world,
how stupid-some,
still Can't help,
why nothing else matters?