Dilemma

Don't wanna comb my hairs
............neither I am fair
yet looks of her
............is all I care

not ready to burn fat,
............even when not in shape
but if she ain't slim
............I say what crap

non-ironed cloths,
............often non-matching pair
yet dressing of her
............is all I care

Total mess is my place
............cloths on table and chair
yet cleanliness of her place
............is all I care

why am I like this
............I am not aware
but somehow I know
............this ain't fair

why such dilemma?
............mind in such a shape
am I an abnormal
............or just another chap ?